I have fallen.
I have reached an all time low.
I don't have the strength to make it back up.
I don't know how to ask for help.
I don't know how to accept help.
I don't know how to be patient.
I am constantly defeated.
I can't stop myself.
I don't know how to rid myself of this addiction.
I am about to do something I haven't done for almost a year.

The Devil wins tonight.

2 comments:

Christie Coleman said...

I feel like I may know what you are talking about here...when that temptation comes, get on your knees. Pray for understanding. Pray for strength. Pray for PEACE. Pray against the enemy in those times, Alanah.

Andrew said...

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
Isaiah 41:10

:)