November 21.

Last Friday I hung out with Sara for the first time in four months. I was extremely nervous, I didn't know how she was feeling about me, I didn't know if she would accept me. Once I saw her pull up in the beloved Bug, I knew things would be okay.

After hanging out for a little bit, I felt like no time had ever passed. It was like trying on an old pair of Converse that feel like slippers. At first it's a little weird, but once you walk around a little in them, they feel like butter. I thought I knew how much I had missed her, but once we sat down and laughed together, I realized I missed her more than I ever knew. She is the person that understands me better than anyone, it seems. We have the same sense of humor, and she makes me laugh more than anyone.

I realize it will take time to get back to where we were, but I am willing to put in the work. I am willing to fix the mistakes I made in the past and prove to her that I am in this for the long run. Because the truth is that I never want to go four months without seeing her again. I missed my best friend, my other half, my soul mate.